Two Lives Worth Of Reckoning Lyrics - The Panic Broadcast - Soilwork

It's just the way it starts 

The way it feels 

Submissioned while trying to find the lead 

One thing to another 

The way it goes 

The plans you were making are turning cold 

One by one, they set your fall 

So distinguished yet having to go through it all 

Forged into something that wasn't meant... 

To be in the shadow of make believe! 

Round two 

You're trying to make me 

Bound to 

The circle within me 

[Chorus] 

I gave it away 

And now I am so tired 

There's nothing more left to fight 

I'll be learning to change 

(Two lives worth of reckoning) 

It hurts to be blind 

And how i've been fading lights 

I've been crawling to pick my side 

And it left me deranged 

(From the reckoning) 

It's just the way I need 

To plant that seed 

Won't settle for nothing 

Won't settle with greed 

All I'm asking for 

Is to reach the point 

Where I won't dwell 

On resentful times 

Round two 

You're trying to make me 

Bound to 

The circle within me 

Oooh, right! 

[Chorus] 

(When I see that graceful day) 

The hours remain 

From the scar to the threshold 

(It will be the greatest slay) 

The forced mind will turn 

Won't stick or burn 

(I'm holding on, it goes deep within) 

Releasing the guilt 

Please encourage my will 

(It will be the sweetest release) 

The struggle makes free 

And the air I would breathe! 

[Chorus]