Goodbye (remix) Lyrics - Slaughterhouse

I remember it like it just happened 

I could've sworn it was a dream 

But in reality it hit me like a nightmare 

Or at least that's how it seemed 

I just got a grip on our relationship 

We was ironing things out, started picking up steam 

And when we didn't need it is when it all got heated 

And we both said some things that we probably didn't mean 

Then God intervened, guess more was at stake 

Thought we left nothing over, He put more on the plate 

She came home from the doctor with news I've been wanting 

Says family was incoming, she's pregnant, twins coming 

But that's gotta be a lie 

She sighed, couldn't stop the tears coming from her eyes 

That birth control she on, for them it's suicide 

As long as it's still inside, two of them wouldn't survive 

Hard turn from memorable to cynical 

Picturing clothes for what would've been identical 

Similar outfits, similar names 

My deceased kids' ultrasound in a frame 

So I'm deprived of my chance to be a better dad 

Staring at my twins that I never had 

I shed a tear, looking up in the sky 

Even though y'all just got here, goodbye 

Goodbye, goodbye, so long, farewell 

But it's not the end of the chapter 

Goodbye, goodbye, so long, farewell 

I'll see you again in the afterlife 

My biological sperm donor, didn't wanna be a daddy 

So he hopped in his Caddy and turned corners on us 

Turned on us out the clear blue 

His last memory of his son is seeing me through his rearview 

I still love him yo, but I love his brother more 

My uncle showed me love no one could know 

Young and poor with a tougher road 

To suffer hunger was nothing but Unc' would hold 

Us down, help moms lift the motherload 

I got grown and 

I used to wonder what it would be like to speak to pops as a grown man 

He provided that feeling, told me to take my career into my own hands 

He was there when I had no fans 

My cellphone rings, and after I answer 

A voice says "Your uncle's been diagnosed with cancer" 

Worst news in my life 

Him and chemo going 12 rounds with a disease and they both losing the fight 

I'm rushing up to Cedars-Sinai 

Praying for a miracle, I don't wanna see my idol die 

Before he did, the look in his eyes 

Said "Even though you just got here, goodbye" 

Goodbye, goodbye, so long, farewell 

But it's not the end of the chapter 

Goodbye, goodbye, so long, farewell 

I'll see you again in the afterlife 

I'll see you again in the afterlife 

Someday in heaven we will reunite 

The flesh disappears but the soul survives 

Till next time, my friend, farewell, goodbye 

I walked in your daughter's house, knowing that you gone 

But still looking out the corner of my eye, hoping you on the couch 

That call felt like I was beef that had got shot up 

Ironic, I was on tour with Tech N9ne and Slaughterhouse 

D tried to talk to me, Crystal rubbed my back, as they was pouring out 

I caught the next thing soaring out 

Now I'm in the air, in the midwest somewhere 

They said turbulence was severe, I don't know what they talking bout 

I ain't feel a bump, body numb, mind drifting 

I'm sniffling, asthma acting up, I'm whistling 

I'm wishing my mother's face looked so much different 

I'm kissing my son, my aunt pacing in the kitchen 

My vision blurry, still I saw your face clear 

What a loss, this time I did more than waste beer 

Michelle's strong, she held on, we got all the way there 

Then we walked in, she fell on the floor, this ain't fair 

You was the voice when I considered them thoughts that ain't clear 

Hey granny, I was fifth row at the Grammy's 

An award they ain't hand me, but I sat behind Will 

And right in front of Wayne, and got seen by the family 

I miss the early morning convos, believe me 

Regis on the TV, and the best baked ziti 

But you had an all white affair, grandpa's all fly 

Even though you been got there, goodbye 

Goodbye, goodbye, so long, farewell 

But it's not the end of the chapter 

Goodbye, goodbye, so long, farewell 

I'll see you again in the afterlife