Ptsd Lyrics - Skyblew

(Verse 1) 

P: Past trauma still haunting my Dreams 

prolly cuz the perfect picture I painted of life was serene 

Penned a letter, corrected every punctuation error 

panoramic views, looking more paranormal than ever 

Interstellar fantasies are my painkillers, to pacify parodies of life 

I write passages of light 

A paradise of charity & Love, some say it's passé 

hate paralyzed 'em, my food for thought on some pancakes 

'til the pan breaks, particles of passion praying for peace 

the world promised American pie, I've yet to get a piece 

Patience a virtue, they told me 

am I being penalized for the old me? 

God showed me the path to phenomenon 

slice of life give me 2, extra Parmesan 

Perseverance, I promised my mama less pain 

penmanship puzzling minds, perception never changed 

T: Traumatized from past battles, trying not to let it overtake me 

thinking God did you forsake me? 

Night terrors awake me 

triumph and tragedy, my tainted tale 

tactical career, thriving to fail 

I try my hardest, never tardy so the vision's never tarnished 

Dream talisman of garnet 

The melodies therapeutic, my target is in theory 

translation, tranquility from torture, theoretical Siri 

Guidance through technological tyrannies 

traverse my verse, I testify my testimony sincerely 

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(Verse 2) 

S: Sincerity is what it sounds like, sonically share my soul 

although something was missing, I'm suddenly whole 

I sacrificed sadness for sacred songs 

seeking salvation, never knew it would take this long 

Singing of savory scenery, while they scrutinize self-will 

but my scenarios are utilized 

when I serenade serene sentences with skill 

got a sixth sense, Bruce will, smart standing still 

D: Dear Autumn my darling, these are my thoughts while I await 

Destiny if I can defeat the demons distracting our date 

Diabolical terrorizing my Dreams, debating determination 

desire in danger of devastation 

Devil in darkness, deceiving leading to our defeat 

Dreams decomposing, decaying underneath 

grief, and vacant decorations 

didn't decipher the code, now the globe demanding degradation 

Deactivating social media, no hesitation 

delightful dialect in deprivation 

PTSD 

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(Verse 3) 

I refuse to lose, burn off the noose 

I refuse to snooze, turn off the news 

they asking, Blew how you doing? 

Do you really, really want the truth? 

Granny I still think about you often 

lost in a state of exhaustion 

countless nights of hard work, saying prayers for precaution 

Still believe in what I can't see 

cup of OJ for concentration with my main squeeze 

some people you just can't please 

I live in an non supportive state unless you part of cliques 

or their favorite pick, pathetic 

Little do they know, what's up my sleeve like a long tat 

you can throw shade, but my spirit, you'll never own that 

Checked the Spotify streams, most of my fans overseas 

ironically, I visit there in my Dreams, often 

(Verse 4) 

Alot on my plate, feel my will's about to break 

I don't know how much more I can take 

but shouts to my manager, he tells me i'm great 

my response, why the wait? 

Says it's a matter of time, but what's inevitable? Your fate 

My mistake 

Thanks to the fam, held me down through the storm 

enemies, will have you second guessing why you're born 

but don't give 'em that satisfaction, back in action, listen to the captain 

this a fraction of my interactions, defeated assassins 

in a fashion unorthodox, like polka dots and socks 

these snakes never expected a fox on your block 

broke the watch, it's my time permanently, you forgot? 

See you soon 

Fly To The Moon