Left Handshake Lyrics - Skinny Puppy

I think I'm water 

I sickness grows inside 

Help me out of it 

"You are a light" 

"You are a sound" 

"Drift within" 

"This is your body" 

I decayed and rot away 

Your bloody mind's set 

"Did you get lost on the trip" 

You don't know me 

"Did you get trapped in memory" 

You can't heal a soul 

"Did you forget" 

??? fear walk till one A.M. 

"What did you do" 

Last morning 

"You brought your own mind games with you" 

Little one or two 

"You had to make it a bad trip" 

No color 

Darkness flesh pot 

Mind reflecting 

Through the paint of a picture 

Cracks of the believable vision 

In turn in bone 

Watered down 

??? take ingest it 

Poison 

The cross repeats astounds 

Presenting a sight 

"Quiet dormant sea of light" 

Visual betrayal 

Last rights denied 

??? trails a long road inside 

"Buried" 

"A mass grave" 

Mind has defeated 

The stain of disease 

Dirt lipped motherfuck 

Chose a life of ease 

Hard to believe 

When ??? falls 

Takes a soul 

Travels a trip to the edge of it all 

Why can't they see 

I'm still in control 

Starving eyes 

"Quiet dormant sea of light" 

??? lifeless 

Last rights denied 

"Buried" 

"A mass grave" 

Medicated eyes 

Feast through expected 

The controls 

No one right 

"Soft, it's soft, tissue soft" 

It's a decision 

??? toss this coin head or tail 

Cause effect breakdown 

Inexperience fails 

"Lift...and fold it's soft tissue soft" 

Washing the hands 

Pointing his way 

Washing the hands 

Pointing his way 

"Sink chant over to a dark fertile marsh" 

Washing the hands 

Guilt and denial 

Washing the hands 

Pointing away 

Washing the hands 

Pointing his way 

Washing the hands 

Point of denial 

"Sink, sink into a dark" 

??? 

Who were the righteous ??? that be so ??? 

"In this mirror of confession" 

No guilt 

I see no guilt 

"What do you see there" 

No guilt 

"Your personality" 

In experience fails 

"All your goals, all your fears and your ambitions" 

My fears and my ambitions 

Hey, it's ok 

"The chess game of your life" 

This world is ??? 

"You gotta check that" 

"You can't take that on the trip with you" 

??? dealing ??? 

"All those animal impulses that you hide" 

Way down way down 

"And keep down below" 

"All this baggage too must be checked" 

I wouldn't expect it could be 

I never knew 

"Can't take that on the billion year voyage" 

Never wanted to welcome water 

Poison 

"Are you ready" 

"Then take this chalice" 

"The elixir of life" 

Weakness sickness grows inside 

Weather 

Wishing you could grow up