My Friends Lyrics - Singles - Silence 4

I was so lost in my pain, fear was melting my brain, 

I was counting the days to insanity, I was afraid to move myself 

Afraid to hurt myself, more than I had until that day 

Everything I believed in, everything I fought for 

Was now underneath my feet and my heart beat 

Was so gone, couldn't be felt by anyone 

So alone it gave me the creeps 

My drugs got me in bed went up to my head And I really don't wanna depend 

So I'll stick to 

My friends and my friends and my car and my friends 

My friends and my friends and my cards and my friends 

Martini until the end 

Play pool again 

Never thought woyuld be like this 

No one told me it would be like this 

I'm amazed I'm amazed with myself 

And my brain and my pain 

And my pain and my veins 

Are delivering it to my health 

My self-confidence was broken while my trust was taken 

And it left me with an empty life and this knife 

Rests on the middle of me bed, I think in all the things she said 

Close my eyes and sleep 

All these drugs in my head, it seems I'm already dead 

And I really don't want to depend 

So I'll stick to ... 

Can't smoke anymore can't drink anynmore, still I do it, I do it again 

Lost everything I had, Far from mum, far from dad 

I thank God for my good, good friends 

But where's this God that I mention? Where is He right now? 

As I die as slowly as I can? All my plans, went down the hole 

My life has no goal, and I wonder if this is worth it 

But my friends took my hand 

Helped me to lift myself again 

And that's why I really love