Letters To April Lyrics - Showbread

If I start writing you a letter tonight 

I'll be writing for hours 

It doesn't seem like I can say anything 

Unless it's everything. 

If it could ever find its way to an envelope 

It won't find its way to you 

You're a million miles away. 

It always seemed that way when 

You weren't at arms length 

There were some things that I wanted to tell you 

And wanted to say 

But I couldn't find you 

And I couldn't find a way 

So how in the world did everything go wrong? 

I won't fall asleep tonight 

As hard as I look 

I won't find you in my arms 

I was almost sure you were supposed to be there 

I locked you inside of my chest 

Two years ago 

And I'm not letting you out. 

I just thought that you should know. 

All the things I thought were everything 

I'm scared weren't anything. 

Separation is such a relentless ache 

The thoughts of you streaming 

Each one more beautiful than the one before 

And I'm asking myself 

How could I've been better for you? 

Listening for your voice 

To break the silence that goes on forever 

I'm not sure I told you enough 

You're the most beautiful thing I've ever seen 

I'm sure if I look hard enough 

I'll find you pressed against me in my arms, 

Lips on your neck, You're voice 

Promising me that you'll always love me