Blow My High Lyrics - Purple Heart - Sevin

Man. be healed 

I'm on one right now 

I still haven't talked to you 

Now I'm on another 

Ya'am saying 

I hope it makes sense though 

Let's get it 

Bear with me... 

Yeah I sit here with this beer and this drink 

While I think and these tears many pour 

I can't deal anymore 

Mini four on my hip plenty stored in the clip 

I'm so tortured and sick 

Feel like torching a stick 

Getting high just to fly 

Far away take a trip into space cuz I can't 

Get a grip or feel safe 

Something's wrong or something strong keeps on rising inside 

It's a beast and it eats me alive from inside 

And his eyes are so cold and it cries for my soul 

I reply don't know why I am not in control 

Just a shell of myself 

I keep telling myself I'm okay but no way 

If i was I'd go pray and be healed 

But this feeling is killing me softly 

I'm awfully exhausted I lost it 

I think that I'm lost in this dream 

I should talk to a shrink 

Cuz I feel like my life has been tossed in the sink c'mon 

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I know I should be reading the bible yeah 

But instead I'm bleeding this bottle yeah 

The road is dark and my feet's on the throttle 

Feeding my sorrow with each swallow uh oh 

I know I should be learning the scriptures yeah 

But I'm twisting up and burning the swisher yeah 

I'm hurting and I don't know why 

Feel free to blow my high 

I need You 

And I sink deeper in till I can't sleep or grin 

And I can't even swim but the tide keeps on rising 

Horizons are bleak for the guy 

They mistreat him deceive him they cheat and they lie 

Sink their teeth in and leave him 

These leeches are bleeding him dry 

But he gives and he shares and he lives like he cares 

But he lives in despair so he is in the lair 

Of depression that lessons his will and I'm guessing 

It will be the reason this evening he's leaving this planet 

He is stranded on the Titanic and manically depressed 

And so yes he needs help reaching out thinking bout 

Bringing death to himself 

But he questions himself 

I've been off since a child 

Feeling lost feeling awfully nauseous and foul 

This is awkward but Lord can we talk for awhile 

I can't front I am drunk am I not still Your child 

Hear me out 

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I know I should be reading the bible yeah 

But instead I'm bleeding this bottle yeah 

The road is dark and my feet's on the throttle 

Feeding my sorrow with each swallow uh oh 

I know I should be learning the scriptures yeah 

But I'm twisting up and burning the swisher yeah 

I'm hurting and I don't know why 

Feel free to blow my high 

I need You 

Yeah yeah 

Lord my mood's so disgusting 

This suffering's just an excuse to keep using 

Abusing these substances 

Subsequently I'd give up being free 

What was valuable now is worth nothing to me 

Is there nothing to me that's worth quitting for 

Isn't your spirit abundant 

My fear is redundant 

I'm numb but I'm done 

Give me freedom please come quick 

Meet you at your feet and take my seat in Your sonship 

I'm depleted and dumb sick 

I need healing willing to do anything 

Including not chilling with people I run with 

So come with Your comfort Your son's hurt 

Work on me urgently 

Cuz it is absurd how I've turned from Thee 

Yeah cuz You're the greatest high I've ever known 

More popping than Vodka and Methadone medizone 

You're more than a Molly You're doper than Duff 

Your Holy Ghost is so potent I'm soaking it up 

I know I should be reading the bible yeah 

But instead I'm bleeding this bottle yeah 

The road is dark and my feet's on the throttle 

Feeding my sorrow with each swallow uh oh 

I know I should be learning the scriptures yeah 

But I'm twisting up and burning the swisher yeah 

I'm hurting and I don't know why 

Feel free to blow my high 

I need You