Lifeboats Lyrics - The Fire - Senses Fail

I just want to feel alive. 

And love myself from the in and the outside. 

'Cause every time that I start to feel whole, 

I knock myself on the ground because it's all that I've known 

Just like the streets burn a hole through your shoe. 

My soul has been worn out too, 

I'm 25 and I still don't fit in 

Directionless, like a blind man painting 

Mother I'm so sorry, I can't go on like this. 

The lifeboats are leaving with or without me. 

What's the point of falling in love? 

If I don't love myself. 

What's the point of being alive if all I want is out. 

So I thought that it only feels right 

To make the decisions that endanger my life. 

Late late at night under black and blue moons. 

I question in the reasons that I self-abuse. 

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I'm so pathetic. 

It makes me sick. 

I'm a fingerless pianist. 

I see reflections. 

I clench my fists. 

I'm a violin without the strings. 

Mother I'm so sorry, I can't go on like this. 

The lifeboats are leaving with or without me. 

What's the point of falling in love? 

If I don't love myself. 

What's the point of being alive if all I want is out. 

There is no love. 

There's only this: 

Just lust and lies, and selfishness. 

A black hole where the sun once was. 

I'm never falling back in love. 

'Cause it has never been enough. 

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Ever since I've been a young boy I was alone 

Now that I've become a man, the feeling's grown. 

Through the therapy and through the pills, I can't let go. 

But what about the fuckin fact: 

I'm still alone. 

What do you do when you got nothing left? 

Give up! Give up! And hope for the best! 

I fell into the ocean, I and I feel sick, 

Waiting on a nameless rescue ship. 

What do you do when you got nothing left? 

Give up! Give up! And hope for the best! 

I fell into the ocean, I and I feel sick, 

Waiting on a nameless rescue ship. 

Mother I'm so sorry, I can't go on like this. 

The lifeboats are leaving with or without me. 

What's the point of falling in love? 

If I don't love myself. 

What's the point of being alive if all I want is out