My Abuser Lyrics - Scream Vendor

I once thought my constraints were the Red Thread of Fate 

I now know all those things you did were to hurt me 

I am broke into pieces like a porcelain doll 

IT HURTS 

Everything you did has made me not mentally stable 

I'm a puppet and you controlled the strings 

OH NO NO 

Keep in check all these negative feelings 

MY MY MY 

You are the one whose broken me 

You've made me hurt too much to bear 

I can't help but be victim to your manipulating 

MANIPULATOR 

My Abuser 

All you told to me were a bunch of awful lies 

I was too pitifully stupid to realize 

I was so simple minded just spilling my guts 

SECRETS 

That you kept deeply in your mind to use against me 

I'm your plaything that you put on a leash 

OH NO NO 

All of these things that make me want to SCREAM 

MY MY MY 

You are the one whose destroyed me 

You've broken me beyond repair 

I can't help but be victim to your manipulating 

PUPPET MASTER 

My Abuser 

It's about time that I stop feigning innocence 

I am just as toxic as you 

I also made some manipulative comments 

I also lied just like you do 

You're a puppet and I controlled your strings 

MY MY MY 

Feelings are such complicated things 

You are the one whose broken me 

I've made you hurt too much to bear 

We have both been victim to each other's harsh abusing 

I NEVER LOVED 

My Abuser