If You Only Knew Lyrics - Singles - Scarub

If you only knew 

The things I went through 

Day-to-day to make you smile 

Day-to-day to make you go wild 

In each aspect of life 

You'd probablly wonder why my wrist and knife 

Didn't meet a long time ago 

Didn't slit a long time ago 

Our relationship a long time ago 

If you only knew 

The things I went through 

Day-to-day to make you smile 

Day-to-day to make you go wild 

In each aspect of life 

You'd probablly wonder why my wrist and knife 

Didn't meet a long time ago 

Didn't slit a long time ago 

Our relationship a long time ago 

I was young 

But you were younger 

I was older 

But you were colder 

A motor of malice 

I saw you as a beautiful challenge 

Not as a phalic 

But the way that you dicked me proved so 

You fooled me the way you moved so 

Fluidly into my life 

I wasn't noone 

A shadow, as a politician's promises 

She promised me a part of her world 

And I dove in 

Head first 

Without even reading the sign 

I shoulda known something was wrong 

When even her own blood 

Warned me of her smoothe surface 

But devious jagged intentions 

Once you reach the bottom 

Your smile, your style, your look 

I buy them as truth 

Didn't know that I would lose a tooth 

To an apple that was all worm 

Before its time 

With the capability 

Of out modeling a snake 

The changing of skin 

The changing of me 

And no, 

It's not a crime 

But it's worse when the person that robs you 

Is close to the heart 

And it's worse when that person 

You were worried about from the start 

You see 

I gave you half of my life and then you left me 

Alone 

After you promised not to treat me like the others 

I know it's not fair 

But everytime I get involved in a relationship 

Because of you 

My feelings I keep under covers 

You see 

I gave you half of my life and then you left me 

Alone 

After you promised not to treat me like the others 

I know it's not fair 

But everytime I get involved in a relationship 

Because of you 

My feelings I keep under covers 

And now I'm letting you know 

If you only knew 

The things I went through 

Day-to-day to make you smile 

Day-to-day to make you go wild 

In each aspect of life 

You'd probablly wonder why my wrist and knife 

Didn't meet a long time ago 

Didn't slit a long time ago 

Our relationship a long time ago 

If you only knew 

The things I went through 

Day-to-day to make you smile 

Day-to-day to make you go wild 

In each aspect of life 

You'd probablly wonder why my wrist and knife 

Didn't meet a long time ago 

Didn't slit a long time ago 

Our relationship a long time ago 

I bet you thought it was all over 

When the tables turned 

But when the tables turned 

It was just the begining 

I was befriending recovery 

Laugh each time you smother me in your kindness 

Acting as if everything had changed 

I knew you were still spreading that highness 

Like lyrical whip hits lyrical 

I get with laughter 

After hearing that you slipped back-and-forth 

Out of the beds of 

Males and females 

You still shackin' up with that... 

I knew that kid was lacking some marbels or something 

After warning me about you early 

Then trying to become a star player 

Player of the year 

But player is a queer 

Even though I think nothing of the guy 

And I 

Have no love for the guy 

How could I despize the guy 

Even though his intentions were sly 

Congrat-U-Fuckin-lations 

And I mean that literally 

I was glad I jumped off board 

With my life-preserver 

While you still trying to preserve 

Your dignity 

You deserve each other 

You're true winners 

The two of you are 

If you only knew 

The things I went through 

Day-to-day to make you smile 

Day-to-day to make you go wild 

In each aspect of life 

You'd probablly wonder why my wrist and knife 

Didn't meet a long time ago 

Didn't slit a long time ago 

Our relationship a long time ago 

If you only knew 

The things I went through 

Day-to-day to make you smile 

Day-to-day to make you go wild 

In each aspect of life 

You'd probablly wonder why my wrist and knife 

Didn't meet a long time ago 

Didn't slit a long time ago 

Our relationship a long time ago 

It's been a long time 

And I hope that we've grown 

I've finally sewn the final threads 

Finally swiped the last bread crumbs 

Off my table 

I'm willing and able to call a treuce 

I guess I'm use 

To people like you 

People who do faulty things 

They surround me in these days and nights 

It's hard to find someone who's right at heart 

And real from the start 

I stopped looking and 

Found love in the underground 

I'm forever down on building on peace 

Say nothing 

But you know how to reach me 

You might even have a few things to teach me 

About myself 

The rights, and wrongs of Siamme 

Afterall, I am a man 

And not afraid to admit fault 

But until then 

It's up to you to shovel the remaining salt that 

Prohibits our paths from crossing 

You see 

I gave you half of my life and then you left me 

Alone 

After you promised not to treat me like the others 

I know it's not fair 

But everytime I get involved in a relationship 

Because of you 

My feelings I keep under covers 

You see 

I gave you half of my life and then you left me 

Alone 

After you promised not to treat me like the others 

I know it's not fair 

But everytime I get involved in a relationship 

Because of you 

My feelings I keep under covers 

And now I'm letting you know 

If you only knew 

The things I went through 

Day-to-day to make you smile 

Day-to-day to make you go wild 

In each aspect of life 

You'd probablly wonder why my wrist and knife 

Didn't meet a long time ago 

Didn't slit a long time ago 

Our relationship a long time ago 

If you only knew 

The things I went through 

Day-to-day to make you smile 

Day-to-day to make you go wild 

In each aspect of life 

You'd probablly wonder why my wrist and knife 

Didn't meet a long time ago 

Didn't slit a long time ago 

Our relationship a long time ago