The Bell Jar Lyrics - Singles - Scan The Sky

Where are you? 

I'm losing sight in myself 

All these lights are reflecting 

Going through pyramids, 

Distorting all colors now 

They're tricking me with their shadows, 

They're tricking me with their shadows. 

I always saw this coming 

But refused to take notice 

That my solitude is a prescribed drug 

That feeds my addiction 

It makes the shadows, 

resemble exacatly what I'm missing 

It's not what I want, but It's what I need 

And it's always the same thing. 

It's been two years since the end 

And I can't feel anything at all now 

It's like a faulting nervous system 

I touch but can't feel at all 

They're morphing and changing 

I can't help to feel your speaking to me 

Are you speaking to me? 

They're morphing and changing 

They're more distinct and I can 

Swear it's your shadow 

Speak to me, Speak to me 

I can't feel at all. 

These thoughts, are the echo of a voice I should hear 

But they dance in the headlights 

I can hear your voice searching for something, 

I'm searching for something myself 

Cause I'm lost, 

God I'm so lost 

My eyes are backwards and my mind is dark 

As the rain that fell that night 

Behind black shades, 

In the form of tears above your gravestone 

All my fears hit me in that instant 

As the blank faces around reflected myself like a mirror showing every drought-like crack, 

Cause her body was taken away 

And that same day I parted my own 

Now I can't find the spark to this life, 

No I can't find a reason to live 

No reason, 

I can't find meaning in anything 

I can't find reason in anyone 

I can't find meaning, 

I can't find reason 

The bell jar's falling on me. 

Dear hope, 

Can you hear me? 

Dear hope, 

Can you hear me? 

You me me in my sorrow and redeemed all I had left 

Until the sea separated everything like the sunsets in our heads 

But the cancer in your chest refused the blood to reach your heart 

And not a single day goes by I don't completely fall apart 

I'm alone 

Black thoughts, my mind was plagued 

By the only light I knew, 

Spilling out of me in so many colors I never had a chance 

To calculate the rate of my sanity failing me day by day 

So hope I call you one last time 

To give me a sign or the end is mine 

Breathe in slowly I'm right here