Everything I Want To Be Lyrics - It Means Everything - Save Ferris

I find myself, I'm just a-wasting my time away 

No matter what I do it always ends up the same 

One minute moves into the next 

My life was simple but now it's complex 

And it doesn't seem to mean anything at all 

And everything I want to be 

Is just another silly dream, you see 

But I'll keep dreaming just the same 

Sometimes it's hard to be me when people stand in my way 

I get so easily discouraged what can I say 

They try to mess you up, they try to push you around 

They'll do anything to bring you down 

I'm not gonna be stuck in mediocrity 

When everybody's trying to bring me back down to reality 

Oh, why can't they see just how much this means to me 

Maybe one day I'll be special 

Your dreams are special to you but maybe others don't care 

It brings you down when you find them disregarded 

And when you're out on your own it's hard to make yourself stay 

And finish up what it was that you once started 

I'm not gonna be taken down that easily 

When everybody's trying to tell me what I'm gonna have to be 

Oh, why can't they see just how much this means to me 

Maybe one day I'll be special, I'll be special 

It means nothing, it means everything 

It means something to me, yeah 

What you trying to say I'm not gonna play 

In this little game that you have created for me 

You had your chance to do what you needed to 

And not it's time for me to step right up and 

Spin that wheel this time's for real 

It's not gonna work this time 

'Cause in the end it's going to be mine 

There's no need for me to stay 

'Cause everything is gonna go, my way 

My way, my way, my way, my way, my way, my way