Pain In My Life Lyrics - Saigon

[Saigon:] 

Young Felicia was only four when she learned how to ride a bike 

Now she fourteen ridin' every Tom, Dick, and Mike 

I tell her "that ain't nice, why you livin' so trife" 

She told me please "MYOB, homie, you don't know me 

{"It's so much pain in my life"} Her sister the same 

Felecia claims she the one who hipped her to the game 

She fucked Jermaine because Jermaine had a shiny chain 

Now when she pee on the potty she feel a minor pain 

And she noticed her vagina changing; and not for the better 

She see bumps and all kinds of things 

The doctor suggested she take a HIV test, she said "Yes" 

Now its peace when she waitin to rest, she so stressed 

{"So much pain in my life"} And so say the bum on the corner 

When I ask him why he bummin' for quarters 

Was it him, or was it government order; Said he thirsty 

I offered him water, but he said he want somethin' stronger 

He said {"There's pain my life"} Said he needs something to numb it 

Somethin' to burn a hole in his stomach 

First I said "naw", but after talking to him; It was clear 

that his wife was his life and dope had murder the woman 

{"So much pain in my life"} That bum used rum to keep 

his feelings numb; Felicia was out there killin' them 

Her a fatherless daughter, him a daughterless father 

She a nymphomaniac, he got his toughts in the bottle 

Would it help for them to walk with a bible 

They both say, "nah" the find Religion as awkward as I do 

I could holla give a dollar but what more could I do 

Not much, they got fucked, it's what we call survival 

[Chorus: Trey Songz] 

{"So much pain in my life"} 

You feel this pain I've been havin' 

Wouldn't lead to much change 

Cuz down here, not muched changed in the game 

Cause everbody wanna thug, mayne 

{"So much pain in my life"} 

If you knew the pain I sustained 

Just from lettin' my gun bang 

If you would pump your breaks young mayne 

You'd jump in the other lane 

[Saigon:] 

{"So much pain in my life"} I know how it feel 

I been in jail with none of my niggaz keepin' it real 

No dough, no mail, it was "yo, go to hell" 

Now they jealous cuz I'm hangin' out with Cocoa Chanel 

Even though I got pain in my life I keep it discreet 

I got a deal, I still sleep in the street 

Y'all hustle to get the keys to a jeep; til the judge 

throw the book at you fuckers and tell you to read it and weep 

{"So much pain in my life"} to let me not forget about Lendon 

The preacher been feelin' on him for a minute 

Told if he told his sould would be demented 

Even if he made it to the gate he wouldn't get in it 

{"It's pain in my life"} Y'all niggaz use pain for a gimmick 

But Lendon pain got pushed to the limit 

Got em' layin on the sofa one night, his throat sliced 

With a suicide note and a knife, what he write 

{"It's so much pain in my life"} That he's no longer wantin' to live it 

Breathin' is no longer important, forget it 

What he didn't write is that he was molested since he was five 

And would rather die before he was forced to admit it 

He said {"It's pain in my life"} this pain niggaz feel everyday 

My middle finger wave high to the critics 

I didn't get it, so what? Maybe I should just stay away 

And let my man, Trey Songz and them hit it 

[Chorus x2]