Obscene Lyrics - The End Of Silence - Rollins Band

I'm so confused 

Between what I use and abuse 

Can't find the line 

So unreal 

How I lie and try to deny 

The things that I feel 

I'll love you and hate you both at the same time 

Heal you and hurt you and laugh as you cry 

Why I don't know 

Right at you right in you 

Right through you right past you I go 

First it's him then it's her 

Can't you see 

Then it's me 

Then it's us then it's you 

Misery, depression, elation all mine 

Refine confinement all my design 

You and me 

We think that we're free 

Ugly 

Pathetic we cling 

You see, you see the real me 

You and me 

So obscene 

Flapping wildly 

You see what I mean 

Can't see why you do what you do 

Keep away 

And say what you say