I'd Be Lying Lyrics - Singles - Rich Kidd

[Verse 1] 

I'd be lying if said I didn't doubt sometimes 

If I'll ever make it out, even though I got some clout 

I refuse to show my face, or go out sometimes 

Try to smile to cover the pain, but my mouth don't lie 

My daddy told me at 5, grown men don't cry 

He also said he wouldn't leave, so much for that advice 

But I'm nice, I've grown into a prospect for guap 

Just need a little time to get my mind in check 

I'd be lying if i said I wasn't stressed 

Sometimes, I smoke a blacks and reflect how I got in mess 

Fam turmoil, niggas dropping out 

Takeover plan foiled by life, I tell myself it ain't right 

I tell myself a lot of shit that I like to hear, cause 

No ones around To cheer me up in my plight 

Try and fight the depression, fuck an anti depressant 

Grab a back-wood, the grape one, fill it up with the essence 

Herbal, and quit the verbal, stop talking 

I got fines outstanding like bitches at my door, knocking 

[Hook] 

I'd be lying if I told you that i wasn't broke 

I'd be lying if I said never sold coke 

I'd be lying if I said I don't smoke good 

I'd be lying if I said I couldn't poke good 

I'd be lying, if I said I wasn't fucked up 

Got issues, let the shrink tell me what's up 

[Verse 2] 

Think about it often, becoming a rap mogul 

Take it step by step, for now, lay down these rap vocals 

Try to make these placements, while time's escaping 

Death lurking. I'll be drinking rum as I Await him 

You know ain't that famous when they still asking 

When the hell you really gonna make it 

But You know you ain't that nameless 

When the city believes at young age, you're the greatest 

Expectations. they can kill a man 

Make him contemplate his fate with the steel in hand 

Cause the moves he suppose to make, they ain't pan 

Life's truly a beach, when you face down in the sand 

[Hook] 

I'd be lying if I told you that I wasn't broke 

I'd be lying if I said never sold coke 

I'd be lying if I said I don't smoke good 

I'd be lying if I said I couldn't poke good 

I'd be lying, if I said I wasn't fucked up 

Got issues, let the shrink tell me what's up 

I'd be lying if I said I never told a lie 

But I'd be dying if I ever lied inside a rhyme 

[Verse 3] 

Just broke it off with my Queen, 2 years up in a smoke 

Of course a nigga is torn but that's the way love goes 

And When the arguments are daily, then the love starts failing 

You get to a point where you tired of yelling and wailing, begging 

And staying, sexing and playing. back to the pain 

Old wounds never close, they turn into ammo 

For the gun of resentment, busting relentless 

Pride issues, un-returned calls, and next chicks 

Then you try your best to keep it together 

But she already jaded to a point, she actin however 

Wish you could go back to a time when the convos were better 

When you weren't disgusted by every sentence, word or letter 

Break ups to make up smudged by the tears 

Wake up and ask yourself, can you go on another year? 

Why the fuck it gotta hurt like this? 

These hoes wanna taste but I ain't up for the chase 

Rather chill smoke purp, and go work on hits 

These women make you wanna say "Fuck you all, I'mma jerk my dick" 

But you can't live without 'em. And I haven't been the best I know 

But I tried so hard, even with the anger problem 

I tried to suppress it but it still won't go 

I can admit my faults, but you can't do the same 

Saying I'll never change? Now that's character assault 

What kind of character you want? I'm a real ass nigga 

Yet I congratulate the next nigga that end up with ya, I'm sorry 

But I'd be lying if I said didn't love ya, put the blame on me 

[Hook] 

I'd be lying if I said never sold coke 

I'd be lying if I said I don't smoke good 

I'd be lying if I said I couldn't poke good 

I'd be lying, if I said I wasn't fucked up 

Got issues, let the shrink tell me what's up 

I'd be lying if I said I never told a lie 

But I'd be dying if I ever lied inside a rhyme