Faking My Own Suicide Lyrics - Five Score & Seven Years Ago - Relient K

So I've made up my mind 

I will pretend to leave this world behind 

And in the end, you'll know I've lied 

To get your attention, I'm faking my own suicide 

I'm faking my own suicide because I know you love me 

You just haven't realized 

I'm faking my own suicide, they'll hold a double funeral 

Because a part of you will die along with me 

I wish you thought that I was dead 

So rather than me, you'd be depressed instead 

And before arriving at my grave, you'd come to the conclusion 

You'd loved me all your days but it's too late, too late for you to say 

Because I'm faking my own suicide because I know you love me 

You just haven't realized 

I'm faking my own suicide, they'll hold a double funeral 

Because a part of you will die along with me 

I'll write you a letter that you'll keep 

Reminding you, your love for me is more than six feet deep 

You say aloud that you would have been my wife 

Right about that time is when I come back to life 

And let you know, I'd let you know 

All along I was faking my own suicide because I know you loved me 

You just never realized 

I was faking my own suicide 

I'll walk in that room and see your eyes opened so wide 

Opened so wide, because you know 

Because you know you will never leave my sight 

Until the day that I die for the first time 

And we'll laugh, yeah, we'll laugh and we will cry 

So overjoyed with the love that's so alive, our love is so alive