Exhale Lyrics - I Couldn't Be Weaker - Rarity

I open up my eyes 

I take a look arround 

I do not recognize any this people arround me 

What happened to my scars? 

What happened to her car? 

And why the fuck do I feel so sober? 

Is anybody listening? 

Is anybody here with me? 

Why this is so easy to breath again? 

To whom it may concern 

I think I've done it again 

I push the bounderies 

Of how far my luck will take me 

Why I can't just be happy? 

Happy with thinking clearly 

For once in my life 

To whom it may concern 

I thinl I've done it again 

Pushing the loved ones 

Of people I called my family 

To fade away like me 

I rot away 

Searching for signs of a familiar face 

Or anything at all 

Just yesterday 

I was in your arms 

And we were finally together and happy 

Now I've gone and thrown it all away 

To whom it may concern 

I think I've done it again 

I push the bounderies 

Of how far my luck will take me 

Why I can't be happy? 

Happy with thinking clearly 

For once in my life 

To whom it may concern 

I thinl I've done it again 

Pushing the loved ones 

Of people I called my family 

To fade away like me 

It's either hell or obscurity 

Rotting dignity 

Rotting away 

Like the corpse that I'm supposed to be 

I'm glad you know what it feels like 

Living every day like me 

Rotting dignity 

Rotting away 

Like the corpse that I'm supposed to be 

I miss the sound of you voice at night 

And what we were supposed to be 

I don't want to be a ghost to you anymore (rotting dignity) 

I don't want to be the thought in the back of your mind (rotting away) 

And I really can't take the sight of your face (I'm glad you know what it feels like) 

As you look at my name in a concrete line (I miss the sound of you voice at night) 

I don't want to see the pearly gates (And what we were supposed to be) 

Because my heaven's when you're with me