My Heart, My Enemy Lyrics - Randy

Never ever has nobody like me caused empires to fall 

I never hit, I never kicked, I never injured anybody in anyway at all 

The only battles I fought were the ones inside my own four walls 

I fired bullets of words, names that I called that only made you feel small 

And every time the shit hits the fan, I'll be gone away with the band 

A life with love and a love for the van don't always go hand in hand 

But the beat won't go away, in my heart, my enemy 

All the same if I go or if I stay 

New countries, new cities, new streets but never did I see them alone 

Me and the boys go 24-7 through 24 different time zones 

In times like these nothing scares me more than the sound of a ringing telephone 

Bad news I can tell on the voice that it's a message from an unhappy home 

Sometimes I'll be happy, happy and ecstatic 

But more likely I'll be drunk and dramatic 

Truces were few and far between 

It's been that way since we were seventeen 

(unpaid bills, times that we spill, don't you know those pills can get you killed) 

But the beat won't go away, in my heart my enemy 

All the same if I go or if I stay