As I Feed The Flames Of Hate Lyrics - Quo Vadis

A conspiratory silence fills my mind 

A hardly mentioned name 

Yet it permeates my every move. 

Power of will is hardly enough 

Accomplishing nothing but a delusionary 

Sense of completeness. 

Pretense, my own parody 

As played by me to humiliate no one 

But myself. 

This foolish game I play - 

[My spirit] being subjected to ever new, 

Devious plots by my mind - 

Permanently scars my soul! 

Etched in anguish, memories carved out in pain, 

Struggling 

To maintain my battedred sanity brings relief. 

While rest is an eupherism for torture. 

Denying myself the memories 

Only worsens the flood of emotion 

Drowning me every time 

As I struggle to maintain my composure. 

It's asking to deny the reason for my existence 

Because I feel that somewhere, somehow, 

Our two paths will join at one point 

Through some spiritual, yet tangible bond 

Which so far had prevented all of my deceitful 

Attempts and insignifant conspiracies to 

Eradicate her from my heart.