Goodnight Lyrics - Alive Till I'm Dead - Professor Green

I kick flows, rip shows, think it switched though 

Shit no, it ain't any different when I get home 

I shift po to get dough, lust P's if you ain't ever been broke 

For you to judge me's an insult, it's my life an I'm living it 

Agreed we all have choices but mine limited mostly by my decisions 

If I knew then what I knew now I'd a lived live different 

I'd be a different me but I didn't so this is me 

Me in my position, what would you have done 

Would you of done what I did? Am I what you would become? 

My guess, my guess is you would of succumb like I did 

The decision was mine but I was too young 

And I picked the wrong path, I went the wrong way 

Left school then got the grade, banged it out, got my pape's 

Stacked my P's, copped a cake, I'm holding weight now 

Made a brick of a ounce and ain't been in the jailhouse 

I intend on staying free, free for me don't mean free from stress 

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Lay in bed but I ain't asleep 

From I need rest I just blaze the tree's 

Drift off hearing my nan say to me 

Goodnight, God bless 

I'll see you in the morning 

Goodnight, God bless 

I'll see you in the morning 

I'm a dreamer but can only dream as 

Long as I'm asleep I've been having trouble sleeping 

See nanny, Edie ain't here to say goodbye no more 

I had to say goodbye to her, inside is where resides the hurt 

Now all I feel is pain, after that nothingness 

After that nothing since after that there's nothing left 

Some of her last words were I can't fight forever 

Like she wanted to give up and of life she was fed up 

She had to go but I wanted her to stay 

'Cause ever since she left, things haven't been the same 

I need a new shelter from the rain 

My face looking weathered, a facety looking bredder, I'm fed up 

I know not what to do 

See, I'd love to say that I don't give a fuck but I do 

The gift and curse that I'm blessed with 

The pressures on road ain't nothing to the emotions that I wrestle with 

Stress got me in a figure four, raw is what I'm thinking 

I wonder what I'm living for, is it only to hurt first my great nan? 

Now I gotta put my dad in the dirt 

Back in the earth, I wished we could have patched it up first 

I was so angry though, I just couldn't handle the hurt 

Now you're in the back of a hurse 

It hurts more than it ever did 

Sometimes I wish that I had never lived 

Feels as if it would have been better if I never did, live 

I don't know how I'm ever gonna get through this shit 

I swear down blood, I'm runnin' on empty 

My life ain't nothing to be envied, so goodnight