Throwaway Lyrics - Posies

I remember giving up the gory details 

And it left me tongue-tied such an elementary sickness 

Now I don't want to think and I don't want to feel 

I wasn't aware this was part of the deal 

When I put my finger on a greater expectation 

But just my luck, I lack the patience of a statesman 

And all of my language will fail to convey 

That I'm terribly twisted around what I say 

And the message that I threw away 

I don't have it now, I don't have it now 

I don't have it now, I don't have it now 

So I get worried and it only grows to hurt me 

But time is wasting and I'm watching it desert me 

I'm diggin' a hole and I'm makin' it deep 

And I'm startin' to question the hours I keep 

And the answer that I put to sleep 

I don't have it now, I don't have it now 

I don't have it now, I don't have it now 

And so I'm writing with the hope that someone's reading 

For all to likely runs the risk of me repeating 

But I don't have the guts to prevent the decay 

And I'm terribly twisted around what I say 

And the courage that I threw away 

I don't have it now, I don't have it now 

I don't have it now, I don't have it now 

I don't have it now, I don't have it now 

I don't have it now, I don't have it now