Yang: As Private I's Lyrics - Pm Dawn

They always find you all the time 

I befriended my confusion quite some time ago 

She tells me everything is gonna be alright 

(It's alright) 

My senses make it real to me in all types of ways 

But I'm so angry at my jealousy 

That I hold it inside my heart like it's alright 

Catapult my visions into realism's bosoms 

Dreams prefer caesarian with plastic spoons and knives 

That's what you get when your brain masturbates 

There's no pleasure 

So when I evacuate my intimate states 

While screaming, "Oh, how sweet it is to be loved by you" 

The dirty rats you shoot me in the ass 

So I don't know what happens when I free my mind 

Oh, the cuts that you create, let me be the martyr 

If I started to love you now, there'd be no end to you 

Oh, pick up my embrace, it lives without a reason 

'Cause if I killed you now there'd be no end to you 

Cure my house of cards, she sends me tears from outer space 

I'm wondering can I not enjoy the pains I find 

(It's alright) 

Mirrors give me confidence in needing myself 

But I'm so terrified of being me, I get so right 

I'm tryin' real hard not to be exactly the way I am 

The next time I come here all I'm bringing to this atmosphere 

Is the will not to do it again 

Understand, I got neon king kong standin' on my back 

Can't stop to turn around, broke my sacroiliac 

Tryin' to keep sealed where this brother's really at 

To tell the new millenium, "Yo, what da dilly black" 

You look cute in your stars and stripes 

She said, "Are you coming out tonight?" 

That's why whom ever loves me will have to be my killer 

'Cause here I'm just a slave tryin' to be the nigga 

Oh, the cuts that you create, let me be the martyr 

If I started to love you now, there'd be no end to you 

Oh, pick up my embrace, it lives without a reason 

'Cause if I killed you now there'd be no end to you