Curse The Morning Light Lyrics - Singles - Pantheist

From a crack on my sealed window enters a ray of light 

It falls down at the foot end of the bed 

that I'm not going to leave (any more) 

I curse you morning light, spot on my solitude 

No one here to mourn with me the loss of hope in this life 

The light that brings the day reminds me that I'm dead 

I want to break out, I want to be free 

And leave behind these chains that keep me captive 

My life a ruin, it has ruined me 

I smell my soul rotting; it fades away with the years 

O bastard life, for too long you fooled me 

You made me believe that you are worth to live 

A growing fury, a growing pain 

enveloped my soul, paralysed my heart 

love is a lie, hope is a morbid joke 

every day the same old song 

I want to break free from this vicious circle 

To hear some words of comfort, to breathe some joy 

I have passed the point of no return since long: 

The gravity of this black hole is too strong 

Look at me, disappearing within its darkness 

My God, it hurts more than I could possibly imagine! 

I must cope with the emptiness 

Which has weaved its web around my soul 

I've sunk in the abyss of desperation 

And yet I'm here, a fool among the fools 

The hour has come... 

the angel of death looks me straight in the eyes 

like a basilisk 

He stands there staring 

with empty gaze- like an ancient statue 

and tries to break the shield 

which guards my empty soul 

But all those joyless years 

have eventually dried my tears 

drained every emotion of my well-worn body 

which slowly rots and disintegrates 

The angel smells the stench of slow death 

disgusted, he disappears into the night 

I cut my flesh with my broken nails 

enjoy the fluid of life flowing 

The cancer has left my heart 

and yet I'm more than ever dead...