Makin' It Hard Lyrics - P. Diddy

I want her to feel it in her chest 

I want her to feel it in her soul 

I want her to lose control 

Mary, talk to 'em 

[Mary] 

I 

Yeah 

I 

You takin' a part of me 

That I cannot set free 

See me lettin' go 

No this ain't the time 

I got too much livin' to do 

And I can't lose it over you 

So give me the flow 

I'll get my swagger goin' 

I'll say this is the year for me 

You makin it so damn hard 

for me to love you 

You makin it so damn hard 

for me to love you 

You makin it so damn hard 

for me to love you 

You makin it so damn hard 

for me to love you 

[Diddy] 

Damm you been up and down the whole way 

I know I make it hard to love me 

But trust me 

I could take you to places 

that you ain't never been 

Put you in purple labels 

and in vera wang 

Get your name engraved 

on a wedding ring on everything 

I'ma love you better 

More than I ever did 

Cause baby girl listen 

since you been here with me 

can't even lie 

I see the rider in ya ambition 

Providin' me with the fire 

when you wet and drippin' 

Mommy if you see it different 

Go 'head and get it 

and I ain't sayin' if you leave me 

it'd be better 

but me and you together 

honey we could do whatever 

let's do it 

I made it hard 

I admit it it's true 

I need to hear somethin' 

I'm listenin' boo 

[Mary J blige] 

So make sure I'm heard and things improve 

I'm prepared to take it there for you 

Your lovin' keeps me lovin' 

Saying no purpose constant chest pain 

It's amazin' 

but it ain't enough 

Friends keep askin' 

I'm staying around 

For what 

Who sheds this many tears 

Remind of where am I as to what it is 

Oh oh oh 

[Diddy] 

I know I'm hard to love 

Let's rock 

[Mary] 

You makin it so damn hard 

for me to love you 

You makin it so damn hard 

for me to love you 

You makin it so damn hard 

for me to love you 

You makin it so damn hard 

for me to love you 

You makin it so damn hard 

for me to love you 

You makin it so damn hard 

for me to love you 

You makin it so damn hard 

for me to love you 

You makin it so damn hard 

for me to love you 

[Diddy] 

Lemme talk to you one more time girl 

You always sayin' that I don't want you to hurt 

You always complainin' 

but I was makin' it worse 

Besides all the games that I's kickin' at first 

It's time to explain 

My mind's been in reverse 

But now I think back 

when nobody cared 

And you was there 

just to roll by your man 

And came back 

Even know what I did 

I realize and I'm aware 

I know what it is 

Put that on everything 

Girl you my everything 

I don't know where I'd breathe 

cause you the air I be 

If lovin' is wrong 

who could be right 

I wouldn't know what to do 

without you in my life 

You're more to me than the world I pray 

The more nights for your heart to ache 

Right in the middle of the dawn of day 

I think of all the pain I caused 

and throw it away and say 

I need you in my life 

can you feel it in your soul 

[Mary] 

You makin it so damn hard 

for me to love you 

You makin it so damn hard 

for me to love you 

You makin it so damn hard 

for me to love you 

You makin it so damn hard 

for me to love you 

[Diddy] 

I know it's hard to love me 

that don't mean I don't love you 

Hey rich 

I love the way you got Harlem singin' 

Mary take us home 

[Mary] 

You makin it so damn hard 

for me to love you 

You makin it so damn hard 

for me to love you 

You makin it so damn hard 

for me to love you 

You makin it so damn hard 

for me to love you 

[Diddy] 

She the queen of hip-hop soul 

[Mary] 

Yeah you are