Confused Lyrics - Singles - Out Of Eden

I've been through so many changes 

I don't know which way to go 

Yet I've got it so together 

I can see with my eyes open 

Or with my eyes closed 

Late at night I cry and wonder 

Why my life's goin', goin' nowhere 

But during the day everything is okay 

I'm having it my way, I say 

My teachers tell me that I am a lost soul in a black hole 

But my mind, it tells me that I'm doing just fine 

Oh, if everything is peachy, why can't anybody reach me 

I've always said I don't need anybody else 

I'm so confused 

So confused 

And I'm destined to lose 

Unless I follow another way 

Spent all my time lookin' for something 

Never knew what for 

Tried out all the options just to find 

That more pain and hurt was in store 

Been through it all, but the one thing 

That I still run from is You 

Still I remember 'bout all the things 

My momma said that You could do 

She said that if I only let You in my life 

You could take away the sorrow and the emptiness inside 

But to be true the life I'm living, it's hard to let it go 

Though I've spent my whole life learning 

There's so much that I don't know 

I'm so confused 

So confused 

And I'm destined to lose 

Unless I follow another way 

I'm so confused 

So confused 

And I'm destined to lose 

Unless I follow another way 

I hear You calling, telling me to leave it all behind 

If I could only find the answers to the questions in my mind 

I wonder could it be my mind's not meant to understand 

Maybe I should go with my heart and put my life in your hands 

Surrender to You 

I'm so confused 

So confused 

And I'm destined to lose 

Unless I follow another way