Home Grown Lyrics - Ascension - Otep

He hurts me 'cause he cares 

He hurts me and it's all my fault 

Roaches and cigarettes, a sink of hungry dishes 

Flies in the afterbirth, I miss you when you're timid 

Loving you is nothing new, it's self-mutilation 

I crave the pain, I'm so ashamed but I love the stimulation 

The last time I died, the last time I died 

Wasn't nearly this much fun, welcome, welcome 

Welcome to the family 

To this drug addict, sex fanatic, alcoholic tragedy 

Welcome to the family 

To this drug addict, sex fanatic, alcoholic fantasy 

I fell down some stairs, I ran into a wall 

He hurts me 'cause he cares, it's all my fault 

He likes to kill small animals and blame it on the weather 

Father was [Incomprehensible] my secret name was terror 

Loving you is nothing new, it's self-mutilation 

I crave the pain, I'm so ashamed but I love the stimulation 

The last time I died, the last time I died 

Wasn't nearly this much fun, welcome, welcome 

Welcome to the family 

To this drug addict, sex fanatic, alcoholic tragedy 

Welcome to the family 

To this drug addict, sex fanatic, alcoholic fantasy 

He hurts me 'cause he cares 

He hurts me and it's all my fault 

It's all my fault, it's all your fault 

It's all your fault 

Fuck you 

You insecure piece of shit 

Fuck you 

Now look what you made me do 

Fuck you 

You insecure piece of shit 

Fuck you 

Now look what you made me do 

Fuck you 

If you touch us again, I will fucking kill you 

I will make you pay, I will make you pay 

Now you know how it feels 

Now you know how it feels