Infliction Lyrics - Singles - Origin

My life's scars run so deep 

Deep as in before birth 

Some things just won't ever change 

Feed myself some more pain 

Bad memories of childhood 

Corrupting innocence 

Not teaching me, misleading me 

Leaving me on my own 

Why questioning? No answering 

This shit's just so fucked up 

Ignoring my own personal 

Self characteristics 

Why no one was there to look after me 

Torn in between myself 

Lost everything taken away from me 

Words they can't hear, deaf to hear 

Born out of somebody's audacity 

Not given a fair chance 

Lies spoken in words that I do not know 

Pain teaching me suffering 

I can't ignore my feelings 

My own hostility 

Wearing my hate on my face 

Look into my eyes 

How in the world could you take care of me? 

You could not care for you 

I'm left with these horrible memories 

Time easing me, freeing me 

Rise out of my conscious suppression 

And ask what the fuck? What for? 

Truth wakes in me from my experience 

Laugh wondering what it means 

Do not create so blindly 

Better your offerings 

Lives are at stake 

Don't deny us the future 

Powers beyond in our hands 

Ask yourself what it means 

Never forget to look deep 

Finding thyself 

Laws I was reborn with 

God-like in character 

Choice to create 

I will not make that choice 

Severing of my blood 

Extinction of my flesh 

By my own hand 

I can't deceive myself 

Childhood wars, I suffered through them, my institution 

Some pain will last like time unchanged 

Cannot forget, lost in illusion, trapped in confusion 

Stress overwhelms my peace of mind 

I was born from demons 

From souls so far from peace 

Ask where they came from 

Woke with them, spoke with them 

They too came from demons 

Where can we all find peace? 

Life should mean so much more 

Peace will come when we sleep 

To live is to suffer tragically 

My life is complete hell, infliction 

I know I am not alone, suffering 

We all have our own shit, infliction 

Grasping of all meaning inside myself 

What we must all endure 

Constant awakening of what my spirit brings 

Breathe from my strength, child of ignorance 

Living in infliction, multiplied misery 

Just part of birth, this is the consequence 

What do I ask myself? This shit's just got to change 

Some pain will last, living in infliction