Under Yellow Lights Lyrics - Singles - On My Honor

My heart doesn't beat like it should 

I can feel it in my throat 

With every paralyzing through 

Ever full-breath attempted note 

No, I'm not the same 

But what's that ever mean? 

I'm too tired to contemplate 

Each tick and miss that propel me 

And I still over think 

Every single thing 

It's not like 

Me to stay so far down 

But everybody knows we can't take care of ourselves 

Still having trouble but I've learned to sleep 

Through shoulder pains and dreams of spitting bloody teeth 

Reminding me 

There are some things better left alone 

And other truths 

That only stay at bay so long 

I'm taking steps to see 

Maybe there's more to me 

It's not like 

Me to stay so far down 

But everybody knows we can't take care of ourselves 

Never been one to fall to circumstance 

Not with all these helping hands that 

Hold me up when 

I can't understand myself 

Skeletons removed 

Through talks and time 

Under the cover 

Of yellow lights 

It took a while for me to discover 

That some best friends are simply better than others 

It's not like 

Me to stay so far down 

But everybody knows we can't take care of ourselves 

Never been one to fall to circumstance 

Not with all these helping hands that 

Hold me up when 

I can't understand myself