Empty Lyrics - Olivia O'brien

I can't handle these pressures 

All I can say is this stress hurts 

Things are supposed to get better 

I just need to put myself first 

I'm always trying my hardest not to pick myself apart 

This energy is killing my vibes now 

Sometimes I just want to drown out 

All of the thoughts in my mind, too much going on at the same time 

I wish it would stop and I've tried but, life just sucks then we all die 

That's just reality I don't lie to me 

Yeah I'm messed up but I don't want to be 

I Wonder if I'm good enough 

But maybe I've had just too much 

To drink, to smoke, to swallow 

I'm drowning up my sorrows 

There's rules I'll never follow 

Pretend there's no tomorrow 

I wish there was no tomorrow 

But I'm empty inside, yeah I'm empty inside 

And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die 

Yeah I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive 

And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die 

Wish I could erase my memories, so I could stop feeling so empty 

I wish that shit wasn't so tempting 

But it's hard to resist when there's plenty of things I could do to mess me up 

I want to let go, but I'm feeling so stuck 

So all I can do is fill up my cup 

And sit here alone and hope no one disrupts 

That's just reality I don't lie to me 

Yeah I'm messed up but I don't want to be 

I wonder if I'm good enough 

Maybe I've had just too much 

To drink, to smoke, to swallow 

I'm drowning up my sorrows 

There's rules I'll never follow 

Pretend there's no tomorrow 

I wish there was no tomorrow 

But I'm empty inside, yeah I'm empty inside 

And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die 

Yeah I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive 

And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die 

My body's shaking 

My head is aching 

It feels like my heart is breaking 

My body's shaking 

My head is aching 

I can't fix this mess I'm making 

But I'm empty inside, yeah I'm empty inside 

And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die 

Yeah I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive 

And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die 

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