Creative Drug Lyrics - Nowhere

I'm not allowed to miss anyone I willingly left 

I thrive and I'm alone and right now I'm vigorous 

I have eyes for everyone 

and I write in lines of drugs cause I use you like I use this 

To hide from the light an' moon like an addict 

so please, please, please 

so please let me wipe my feet off on your cheek before I enter your open mind - which 

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just so happens to be an open wound - and just so happens to be just for me- and I 

just so happen to forget what happens to you when you figure out that you're being used 

The lightbulb always comes too late, like I've already burned my escape - an escaped 

- I never asked for this cape to be pinned to my back but covers up the finger nail 

graves and I like the way that makes me feel so I let you let me keep it intact 

Dressing up my feelings as fact 

you slip the black mask over my face 

thats when I learned that great minds think alike 

but bad minds think exactly the same 

we used each other in bad taste 

and I can't change, you can't change 

you can't change, you can't change 

and I can't change your mind, but I can change your clothes 

and I can't make things right but I can get close 

I told myself to never write about love, 

I told myself to stick to what I know 

the more I learn, the more I learn how much I don't 

My desire to create and get higher suppreses my urge to want to die right here, to die right now 

I want to bury my pain into something and someone else 

I'm always looking for an outlet 

a being or thing to love 

a new outlet for my suffering 

chopping up the latest creative drug and I take it to the brain when I breathe it in 

the steam, the trip, the energy I get, it's only for one moment 

it's strange using your arm like an 8-ball 

and using you like a one night stand 

and most people won't understand 

that my dayjob is rehab and I don't wanna be sober 

I don't wanna get to know her 

I just wanna unknow myself and be reminded later 

it's always darkest before the dawn 

but it's darker with sunglasses on 

but I wear 'em on in inside because when I create I'm an insomniac 

and everyone thinks I'm on crack 

but fuck it what's the difference? 

Dependence is dependence, it depends on the way you look at it 

An addict is an addict 

and I can't live without it, I don't know how to live without it 

I don't know how to function 

I'm not somewhere that I haven't been and I'm not good at being home, and I'm not good at sitting still 

and my soul has ADHD and I'm definitely mentally ill 

and I don't have a prescription for script, I can fill it out for myself 

the street runs for street drugs and I think think this street leads straight to hell 

and I'm on a streak of losing so inevitably time will tell 

But I'll tell that I'm telling you that I really don't miss my old self 

Or any of the ones that have abused me 

because I'm not allowed to 

I left 'em so 

willingly 

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