Not The Strong Lyrics - Novembers Doom

How many times have I fallen before you 

How much longer can I go on 

To raise to my feet, to try this game again 

I often point fingers of blame 

If only my mother knew the real me 

Her heart would break, for I am shame 

Not the strong man she raised from birth 

A coward, a child, and a scared soul 

In my dreams, I can fly away 

And look back through tears of pain 

Even if I were to never awake 

I would still have my downtime 

If only my mother knew the real me 

Her heart would break, for I am shame 

Not the strong man she raised from birth 

A coward, a child, and a scared soul 

A sweet embrace from honest love 

Just won't be enough this time 

If I had the cure, to save myself 

I would then know how you feel 

If only my mother knew the real me 

Her heart would break, for I am shame 

Not the strong man she raised from birth 

A coward, a child, and a scared soul