My Agony, My Ecstasy Lyrics - Novembers Doom

Gorge in my darkness, for all to laugh at me. My undying love, 

that you hold in chains. Bound by reality, controlling my every 

thougt. Visions of your beauty, deep in my memory. Please try to 

forgive me. The pain always returns. Yesterdays smile is tomorrows 

tears. Oh God, What have I done? Our love together was strong. A 

bond between two souls. Lost within my slumber. Tonight I sleep 

alone. My mind no longer lusts, My heart no longer loves. Half my 

life is gone from me. A mistake I must endure. Containing my 

emotions, from time we spent alone. Surrender to my past, live 

with a false sense of pride. Every time I close my eyes I yearn 

the sweet scent of you Always remember the love we made and 

cherish It's silent beauty The softness of your touch, the warm 

glow of your skin Is in my every fantasy. Your velvet lips upon my 

neck will release my torture inside.