What I Am Lyrics - Ninety Pound Wuss

Develop a taste for portrayal 

See there is a need and see that the need is met 

Grasp that there is a hope and find hope to begin again 

Look through me, see something in me 

See some good for once for it could've been worse 

Feel my throat swallowing reason 

And these nerves pushing blood 

Anguish, I can't cope with the notion of what I've become 

You say it couldn't be better, I say it only gets worse 

I'll close my mind off, openness is something so awkward 

I want you to be here now, your emotions are cold 

This could lead to destruction and it always does 

Evidence of a transgression has be clearly designed 

Since step one we've exercised guilt as rebellion 

Throwing away all that's substantial 

No longer is there relative reason of permanent existence at all 

What happens when your demands fall through 

And power becomes your weakness? 

Which in turn becomes the doubt I've had all along 

I am and I will not function anymore 

This is what I am 

This is what I am 

This is what I am 

This is what I am