Delusional Lyrics - Nikkiya

(Verse 1) 

Yeah... Like this (like this) Ima drink this henn, Ima keep this grin, but if you look at nina closly im tryina contain this beast within. I know some of yall already knowin that i got alota cheese to spend but that dont change the fact i go insane i gotta heap of sins please begin. 

I saw a glimspse in all of this when i was just yay tall and i pictured yall and it wall to wall but they all said i was just Delusional but the people startin callin us and im ballin tough but the crawlin rough and i never though of stuff with saw enough. what the problem is now i got em here tellin all these kids im the K.O.D and they pumpin up the volume and listenen hard when i give my heart is it Delusional. 

When im thinkin ima boss in the biz but im lost and i fake it that im off in the lid but they pay the cost when it is dark at the crib 

Some say that if tell them to hate my people are at the gate ready for sealin your fate that is up for debate cause when i make my music aint no evil from mister yates callin me 

A cult leader i dont really know but ima fosho heater wickedness commin from mine rove they could blow me but the folks wanna soul see us at the bottom with the devil look around and it be no N9na they say i lead em to evil like i was jimmy jones and feedin the people when i bleed in the steeple the reason they seizin me aint no decreasin my ego my powers for good i think would i shrink if somebody took away how good i ink but that would never happen im makin it with the rappin but they want me to collapse and when i could i sink 

(Chorus) Nikkiya 

I hope i find what im looking for, maybe i should drink just a little more. Delusional 

Im fightin but im losin feel like we offer up confusion Hear me! 

My rights and wrongs are questioned in my life and confusion seems to read alibi. Delusional im feelin like i dont belong, feel like im tellin you to do wrong hear me! 

(verse 2) 

She feel like Im, gonna make them hate because i was around and kick it and make them babys and now that i made it gotta escape them daily and thats crazy cause all im doin is makin the industry pay me but when i show my face feelin everythings great did a show then we ate then im outa that state she said im a good provider but daddy of the year man im outa that race how i compensate for the losses they get often dates thats too personal we'll stop the tape 

(Chorus) Nikkiya 

I hope i find what im looking for, maybe i should drink just a little more. Delusional 

Im fightin but im losin feel like we offer up confusion Hear me! 

My rights and wrongs are questioned in my life and confusion seems to read alibi. Delusional im feelin like i dont belong, feel like im tellin you to do wrong hear me! 

(Verse 3) 

They say im seein things but everybody know im bein things we dem kings like it or not we runnin this gotta lotta hype cause i wanna spit and i come to grip on the fith you gotta know techs never gonna miss i know i might be a little psycie but its nightly and brightly inside of me makin me a little frightening rippin it with the right team i bring hella light when resighting when its all said and done im sickened and heavened caused this a damned reverend ALL 6'S AND 7'S 

(Chorus) Nikkiya 

I hope i find what im looking for, maybe i should drink just a little more. Delusional 

Im fightin but im losin feel like we offer up confusion Hear me! 

My rights and wrongs are questioned in my life and confusion seems to read alibi. Delusional im feelin like i dont belong, feel like im tellin you to do wrong hear me!