Autobiography Lyrics - Singles - Nikki Minaj

Chorus 

May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic 

My voice projected my life reflected 

Daddy was a crack fiend 2 in the morning had us running down the street like a track team 

Verse 1 

When he burnt the house down n my mother was in it 

How could I forget it the, pain infinite 

Shes my queen and I ain't even British 

Shes the only reason that I went to school and I finished 

She told me that I had talent 

Got on her knees and prayed for me when I started being violent 

She saw something in me that, until this day I don't know if I could be dat 

But I'm a die tryin and when I'm done cryin 

Grab the iron 

And black out like I'm retiring 

Nightmares of you killing my mother 

The reason that I sleep with my head under the covers 

N shoulda thrown a book at, ch'you cause I hate you so much that it burn when I look at ch'you 

Chorus x2 

May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic my voice projected my life reflected 

Verse 2 

Damn I wanna run to you 

Hold you n kiss you tell you how I miss you 

Thought I would have a son for you 

But now it's official it's over and I can't let you go 

But I gotta let you know all the shit I did make it feel like I'm dyin real slow, cause no one understands me they don't know what to do when I'm hurt when I'm angry 

You was my friend and my man and my daddy, 

You was there when that bitch tried to stab me anything I ever needed knew you had me 

Cause of you all them chicks couldn't stand me 

So why hurt you that's the question 

It took this long for me to learn my lesson 

Cause now all I want is peace and get drama 

I finally understand the true meaning of karma 

Chorus x2 

May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic my voice projected my life reflected 

Please baby forgive me, mommy was young, mommy was to busy tryna have fun now I pat myself on the back for sending you back cause god knows I was better than that to conceive then leave you the concept alone seems evil I'm trapped in my conscience 

I adhere to the nonsense listened to people who told me I wasn't ready for you 

But how the fuck would they know wat I was ready to do 

And of course it wasn't your fault