Have What I Had Lyrics - Singles - Nikki Flores

Listen up 

You don't deserve to hear what I'm about to say to you 

Listen up 

You probably ain't gonna believe this at all but it's true 

You know I got a new man in my life but 

Being with him is making me realize, oh 

Maybe I'm not as ok as I thought I was 

Every time I look in his eyes I want them to be yours 

Keep on telling my friends like I swear I don't miss him anymore 

Don't get me wrong you know I'm happy with what I got 

It ain't fair to him I want someone that he's just not 

Cause all I do is spend my time tryin' to find what you gave to me 

But he can't compete 

Cause he ain't you 

That's when I realize 

Boy I can't even lie 

Cause now I understand 

I'm never gonna have what I had 

Have what I had 

Enough 

I coulda sworn id had enough of the pain, the pain 

And I 

Never thought I'd be going through this again, ooh again 

You put me through so much more than I could take but 

You're the reality that I can't escape oh 

I'm only lying to myself if I say I'm ok 

Every time I look in his eyes I want them to be yours 

Keep on telling my friends like I swear I don't miss him anymore 

Don't get me wrong you know I'm happy with what I got 

It ain't fair to him I want someone that he's just not 

Cause all I do is spend my time tryin' to find what you gave to me 

But he can't compete 

Cause he ain't you 

That's when I realize 

Boy I can't even lie 

Cause now I understand 

I'm never gonna have what I had 

Have what I had 

I never felt the way I felt when I was with you boy 

And I don't think I'll ever find someone to fill that void 

Even though we've both moved on I know this much is true 

I can't look you in the eye 

And tell you that I'm not in love with you 

(8x) 

Cause all I do is spend my time tryin' to find what you gave to me 

But he can't compete 

Cause he ain't you 

That's when I realize 

Boy I can't even lie 

Cause now I understand 

I'm never gonna have what I had