Calling Upon My Heart Lyrics - Singles - Nigritude Of Pentecost

calling upon my heart, 

suppression me by ordering, 

can't control own mind 

can't do it alone 

can't remember anything 

salvaging me, 

salvaging me, 

salvaging me, 

fighting, tussling, every single moment 

is that representing our own hell 

am i become self hatred 

am i become a slave 

how i escape from this parasite 

how i relinquish this parasite 

this is a mass suppression which impaled 

my soul 

should i yield the palm to,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, 

if i keep my eyes closed they will never 

& ever find me 

a serpent rises in my body 

can i away from this eternal nightmare