The Search Lyrics - Nf

Hey nate how's life? 

I don't know it's alright 

I've been dealin with some things like every human being 

And really didn't sleep much last night 

I'm sorry 

That's fine 

I just think i need a little me time 

I just think i need a little free time 

Little break from the shows and the bus rides 

Last year i had a breakdown 

Thoughts tellin me i'm lost gettin too loud 

Had to see a therapist then i found out 

Somethin funny's going on up in my house 

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Yeah started thinkin maybe i should move out 

You know pack my cart take a new route 

Clean up my yard get the noose out 

Hang up my heart let it air out 

I've been searchin 

What does that mean nate? I've been learnin 

Grabbin my keepsakes 

Leavin my burdens 

Well i brought a few with me i'm not perfect 

Lookin at the view like this concerns me 

Pickin up the cues right? I'm quite nervous 

Hate it when i lose sight life gets blurry 

And things might hurt me 

It's prolly gonna be a long journey but hey!!! 

Photos 

It's worth it though 

Cold world out there kids grab your coats 

Been a minute i know now i'm back to roam 

Looking for the antidote 

To crack the code 

Pretty vivid i admit it i'm in classic mode 

Don't need pity givin to me, but i can't condone 

Talkin down to me i'mma have to crack your nose 

For crackin jokes 

I'm lookin for the map to hope 

You seen it? 

Been makin a whole lot of changes 

Wrote a song about that you should play it 

I get scared when i walk on these stages 

I look at the crowd and see so many faces 

Yeah 

That's when i start to get anxious 

That's when my thoughts can be dangerous 

That's when i put on my makeup 

And drown in self-hatred forget what i'm sayin an ... 

Where the beat go? 

Ohh 

Ain't that somethin 

Drums came in you ain't see that comin 

Hands on my head can't tell me nothin 

Gotta taste of the fame had to pump my stomach 

Throw it back up like i don't want it 

Wipe my face clean off my vomit 

Ocd tryna push my buttons 

I said don't touch it 

Now y'all done it 

I can be critical 

Never typical 

Intricate with every syllable 

I'm a criminal 

Intimate but never political 

Pretty visual 

Even if you hate it i make you feel like you're in it though 

You call me what you wanna but never call me forgettable 

Leave you deep in thought i could never swim in the kiddy pool 

Way that i be thinkin is cinematic its beautiful 

Man i don't know if i'm makin movies or music videos 

The sales can rise 

Doesn't mean much though when your health declines 

See we've all got somethin that we've trapped inside 

That we try to suffocate you know hoping it dies 

Try to hold it under water, 

But it always survives 

Then it comes up out of nowhere like an evil surprise 

Then it hovers over you to tell you millions of lies 

You don't relate to that must not be as crazy i am 

The point i'm makin is the mind is a powerful place 

And what you feed it can affect you in a powerful way 

It's pretty cool right? Yeah, but it's not always safe 

Just hang with me this will only take a moment ok 

Just think about it for a second if you look at your face 

Every day when you get up and think you'll never be great 

You'll never be great 

Not because you're not but the hate 

Will always find a way to cut you up and murder your faith 

(whoo) 

I been developin 

Take a look at the benefits 

Nothin to meddle with 

I could never be delicate 

Am i even relevant 

That depends how you measure it 

Take a measurement 

Then bag it up and give me the evidence 

Pretty evident 

Dependable 

Can never be tentative 

I'm a gentleman 

Depending on if i think your genuine 

Pretty elegant 

But not afraid to tell you to get a grip 

Proper etiquette 

I keep it to myself when i celebrate 

It's that time again 

Better grab your balloons and invite your friends 

Seatbelts back on yeah strap 'em in 

Look at me everybody i'm smilin big 

On a road right now that i can't predict 

Tell me tone that down, but i can't resist 

Y'all know that sound better raise your fist 

The search begins 

I'm back so enjoy the trip.