Mansion Lyrics - Mansion - Nf

Insidious is blind inception 

What's reality with all these questions? 

Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in (slept in) 

Broken legs but I chase perfection 

These walls are my blank expression 

My mind is a home I'm trapped in 

And it's lonely inside this mansion 

They're all over the place, there's songs in the mirrors 

Written all over the floors, all over the chairs 

And you get the uncut version of life when I go downstairs 

That's where I write when I'm in a bad place and need to release 

And let out the version of NF you don't want to see 

I put holes in the walls with both of my fists 'til they bleed 

You might get a glimpse of how I cope with all this anger in me 

Physically abused, now that's the room that I don't want to be in 

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That picture ain't blurry at all, I just don't want to see it 

And these walls ain't blank, I just think I don't want to see 'em 

But why not? I'm in here, so I might as well read 'em 

I gotta thank you for this anger that I carry around 

Wish I could take a match and burn this whole room to the ground 

Matter of fact I think I'm a burn this room right now 

So now this memory for some reason just won't come down 

You used to put me in the corner, so you could see the fear in my eyes 

Then took me downstairs and beat me 'til I screamed and I cried 

Congratulations, you'll always have a room in my mind 

But I'm a keep the door shut and lock the lyrics inside 

Insidious is blind inception 

What's reality with all these questions? 

Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in (slept in) 

Broken legs but I chase perfection 

These walls are my blank expression 

My mind is a home I'm trapped in 

And it's lonely inside this mansion (inside this mansion) 

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Yo my mind is a house with walls covered in pain 

See my problem is I don't fix things 

I just try to repaint, cover em up, like it never happen 

Say I wish I could change. Are you confused? 

Come upstairs and I'll show you what I mean 

This room's full of regrets, just keeps getting fuller it seems 

The moment I walk in to it is the same moment that I wanna leave 

I get sick to my stomach every time I look at these things 

But it's hard to look past when this is the room where I sleep 

I look around. One of the worst things I wrote on these walls 

Was the moment I realized that I was losing my mom 

And one of the first things I wrote was "I wish I would've called" 

But I should just stop now, we ain't got enough room in this song 

And I regret the fact that I struggled trying to find who I am 

And I lie to myself and say I do the best that I can 

Shrug it off like it ain't nothing like it's out of my hands 

Then get ticked off whenever I see it affecting my plans 

And I regret watching these trust issues eat me alive 

And at the rate I'm going they'll probably still be there when I die 

Congratulations, you'll always have a room in my mind 

The question is: Will I ever clean the walls off in time? 

Insidious is blind inception 

What's reality with all these questions? 

Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in (slept in) 

Broken legs but I chase perfection 

These walls are my blank expression 

My mind is a home I'm trapped in 

And it's lonely inside this mansion (inside this mansion) 

So this part of my house, no one's been in it for years 

I built the safe room and I don't let no one in there 

Cause if I do, there's a chance 

That they might disappear and not come back 

And I admit I am emotionally scared to let anyone inside 

So I just leave my doors locked 

You might get other doors to open up but this doors not 

Cause I don't want you to have the opportunity to hurt me 

And I'll be the only person that I can blame when you desert me 

I'm barricaded inside 

So stop watching 

I'm not coming to the door 

So stop knocking, stop knocking 

I'm trapped here 

God keep saying I'm not locked in 

I chose this 

I am lost in my own conscience 

I know that shutting the world out ain't solving the problem 

But I didn't build this house because I thought it would solve 'em 

I built it because I thought that it would be safer in there 

But it's not, I'm not the only thing that's living in here 

Fear came to my house years ago I let 'em in 

Maybe that's the problem 

Cause I've been dealing with this ever since 

I thought that he would leave, but it's obvious he never did 

He must have picked the room and got comfortable and settled in 

Now I'm in the position it's either sit here and let him win 

Or put him back outside where he came from, but I never can 

Cause in order to do that I'd have to open the doors 

Is that me or the fear talking? 

I don't know anymore