Dead Awake Lyrics - Singles - Never Heard Of It

Today things change i've been so fuckin' scared Since i picked up the phone 

Trying to escape from me 

My heart i can't think straight 

on the beach waves so free 

And so calm like a lake 

And like me i'm so dead awake 

and i hold on to what i got 

For as long as I can 

But now it's fallen 

Apart in my hand 

And it's so hard to understand 

That I wont see you again 

And i hold on to what got 

For as long as i can 

And now it's fallen apart in my hand 

And it's so hard to understand 

It seems like you're here with me 

I just wanna see you again 

Today things change 

Why couldn't it be you 

When I picked up the phone 

The things i'd say 

If i could have known 

You won't be there 

When i got home 

Looking for answers why 

It's so real it's not fake 

And why am I so dead awake 

and i hold on to what i got 

For as long as I can 

But now it's fallen 

Apart in my hand 

And it's so hard to understand 

That I wont see you again 

And i hold on to what got 

For as long as i can 

And now it's fallen apart in my hand 

And it's so hard to understand 

It seems like you're here with me 

I just wanna see you again 

Please just one more time 

I wanna say good-bye 

Ill wait for you 

I'm not scared 

I promise not to cry 

and i hold on to what i got 

For as long as I can 

But now it's fallen 

Apart in my hand 

And it's so hard to understand 

That I wont see you again 

And i hold on to what got 

For as long as i can 

And now it's fallen apart in my hand 

And it's so hard to understand 

It seems like you're here with me 

I just wanna see you again