Change My Life Prod. Lyrics - Naughty Boy

Yeah Mark, you're the one with the words, 

But my side should be heard 

Think that it's fucking absurd 

You talk about me when you rap about her 

All of your songs, hear about all of my wrongs 

Like you never played me like porn 

Like you never went out and did nothing wrong 

It's crazy forever turned into so long 

Now that you're gone I had to move on 

And I'm happy with him 

But I still can't pretend that I didn't go fuck with your friend 

Every now and again 

I be thinking that then, 

I be thinking that that was something I would never intend 

And especially when it was me who you trusted 

To take all your feelings and try to remend it 

It's so hard to pretend 

I would lie in your bed giving you head 

Listen to all of the things that you said 

Listen to all of the lyrics you read 

You were chasing a dream 

I would party instead 

Young and in love 

Young and we're dumb 

I could taste all of the pain on your tongue 

I could taste all of my pain in the rum 

Knew it was over before it begun 

Looking for fun, burning my lungs 

Learning my favorite feeling was numb 

I bought every dinner, you barely bought one 

Maybe I cheat and then we could be done 

That would be done, we were so broke 

You were the one that turned into a joke 

I kept us afloat 

You were the one that kept busting a rope 

Damn 

Now you're the man, huh? 

I see you turned into somebody I can't stand 

Knowing you made us all part of your plan 

You crazy fuck 

I had the chance I should of ran, huh? 

Never would tell me you cared 

Never were there 

Remember that night that we went to the fair? 

Every fine girl that walked by you would stare 

See, even with them, Mark, you never were there 

If all I cared about was my makeup and hair 

All you cared about was the ego you wear 

You tear me apart and continue to tear 

Now I'm with someone who actually cares 

Fuck you! 

But I can't keep you off my mind 

I'm seeing everything you drop 

Sometimes I wish that I was blind 

You make me relive my mistake 

A million trillion fucking times 

See you're a coward, 

And a stupid rapper soul is what you hide behind 

And my whole family still adores you 

I tried a million times I would of only did that for you 

I can't act like I don't know you 

Every night I would explode 

You made me feel I was below you 

Mark I wish I could ignore you 

But I... 

Can't... Damn... 

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Would you have it 

Cause you tell me you love me again and again 

You were only a friend 

It was all a pretend 

I wrote so many letters but never hit send 

I was never content 

I was set on me being a rapper 

I thought about music and thought of you after 

It's funny how tears turn to laughter 

And tears on a page they can turn into a masterpiece 

That's how you told me to leave 

I remember that night it's as clear as can be 

You found a new man 

And he loves that you drink 

And he loves getting head 

But don't care what you think 

You look pretty in pink 

You look naughty in red 

We know these are the words that would never be said 

And we're chasing a topic that's over your head 

Cause you think about me every night as you lie in your bed 

That's... Real. 

Photos 

Well I guess we all change, 

Mark, 

I guess we all change, 

I hope that you get everything that you want 

As you yell and you stand on the stage 

You took all your pain 

And turned it to fame 

They're screaming your name 

And going insane 

I kept all our pics but threw out the frame 

Before I knew it 

I knew Mark never wanted the same 

But what about me, mother fucker? 

Forgot about me, mother fucker 

Except when you talk about me, mother fucker 

I'm tired of hearing about me, mother fucker 

Your mouth was a blessing and now it's a weapon 

Remember the time and the love we invested 

I'm posting a pic and I'm getting attention 

My tits and my ass get a favorite in seconds 

See you were with me but were thinking of her 

Now I'm with him and I'm thinking of you 

Together to never whatever we were 

We're stuck in a cycle 

The cycle is cruel 

A couple of fools 

Stuck in a pool of people that wanna be cool. 

See we're never happy, we're happy 

So we keep on searching for love 

As if love was a jewel 

Remember that night that you came to my school? 

Stayed up all night and we talked about life 

My parents and I, we would constantly fight 

You said when you make it 

I might be a stay at home wife 

Apparently that wasn't right 

We lived in the moment that lasted a night 

And honestly, Mark, gotta start to start to move on with your life 

Sincerely, 

A letter we never would write. 

Like, what are we doing? 

Like, what am I doing? 

Writing these letters but what am I proving? 

I'm stuck in my room and I'm spilling it all 

Thinking of what you would say if you called 

I might be the biggest mistake of them all. 

My biggest mistake was to think that I never could fall 

Like, falling for you 

Falling in love 

Follow my dream 

And that's all of my love 

I just want to feel I've been feeling so numb 

To think that I know how you're feeling is dumb 

We're done 

Right from the start 

Right from the heart 

A light in the dark 

They say that you open and tear you apart 

Now this is our letter we sign it: 

Sincerely, Mark 

This is our letter, we sign it 

Sincerely, Mark