Drunk By Myself Lyrics - The Lost Tapes - Nas

Uhh, Uhh, Where am I going? 

Where am I? Yo, it's ill 

[Verse 1] 

Yo my wife's tired of fucking me 

Life tries ducking me 

Luckily I find 'em just at the right time 

Mack in my right arm, Tequila bottle in 

My left arm like Cristian 

Watching my life go, keeping myself in 

Wolves in the night yo, hells men 

Two revolvers I can let twelve spin 

Hop in my Benz, push it to the limit 

Buck-sixty, who wit' me? My (?) to well 

Twisted blunts and inner conscience 

Telling me that I aint shit 

No matter how much cash I sit with 

Still gotta ask the lord for forgiveness 

My precious baby girl came like forty nights of rain 

To replenish my adolescent brain 

Blessed be her name, before her birth I was insane 

So I drive the cooler pressure down, delay the pain 

I ate from these poisonous, fucked up streets 

Tasted larceny, it was sweet, I starved for more to eat 

Though I took, that was to live, hope God will forgive 

As odd as it is, the more I gain the harder it is 

To maintain, bitches playin' games 

Niggas snitchin', I aint saying names 

But y'all niggas better watch how y'all slang 

Lost so many close niggas, drunk almost crashed 

I'm going too fast, highway patrol will just flash 

Lights in my rearview, if they stop me I hope they lock me 

Instead they speed ahead 

Yo nigga watch me 

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[Chorus:] 

I'm drunk by myself, gun under my seat 

I don't want none of my peeps caught up in none of my beef 

I'm a ride to the end of the road if I have to 

Praying no car speeds by for me to crash to 

Steering wheel in my hand 

Trying to hold it steady 

Anything in my way is dead 

Cause that's the way I feel, I am already 

When I'm drunk by myself alone in the zone 

Drunk by myself 

[Verse 2] 

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Heard niggas hate me, but I hated too once 

Been in the shoes of a Wolf in the night when he hunts 

For every shell niggas bust, we bust at ourselves 

Can't tell them niggas nothing though, bullets wak'em up well 

Take them to hell 

Stick up niggas once ran up on me 

My deckited lifestyle attracted sharks on me 

I aint your mark homey 

It's hard to look straight, my foot on the brake 

Spilling my bottle not even shook of the Jakes 

Could hardly look both ways, put out the hayes blurry vision 

Think about the time in my life before I was in televison 

Hella women, jealous niggas up in my vision 

Since we all hood niggas expect kilos 

For what they not seeing is police expect Rico 

Only if I could take care of everybody, intoxicated 

Windows up blastin A.C. going wherever instinct takes me 

I hate it when I'm like this 

The bottle's my accomplice 

[Chorus: 1x] 

[Verse 3] 

The reason that I want to be alone 

Tired of all the things that went wrong 

That would have went right if I would have did it on my own 

Take another swigg 

The more I drink, the more I think bad thoughts 

Fake friends who hung around who wanna bring you down 

Not knowing who to trust, runors about niggas coming through 

Supposedly to shoot at us, not knowing what was true 

Or what to believe, that's why I'm on the low lately 

Choosing a Henny bottle over a friend, lost again 

To keep my mind off that weak shit 

There's love through it all, things to live for 

I swerve, almost crash into a wall 

Think about the good, find myself laughing 

Turn the cell off, no way to be reached 

Know I'm near my crib, trying to see my way through the streets 

Reminded of the positive, I take my drunk ass home 

Start feeling out of it, can't wait to get out of this whip 

Bring my ass to the crib 

I'm tired... 

[Chorus: 1x]