Troublemaker Lyrics - The Proximity Effect - Nada Surf

why do i feel bad again? 

i shouldn't be sad or miss a grin. 

doubt creeps in and doubt creeps out, 

skews the view from my cloud. 

troublemaker tempting fate, 

questioning the path i take, 

showing me the twists and turns, 

the forks and points of no return. 

i would hold my breath so long 

to wash ashore where i belong. 

broken roses on the steps, 

like promises i never kept. 

promises i never made 

but could have honored anyway. 

tied to years, slave to fears, 

i will always hold you dear. 

tired, troubled but sincere, 

wishing... fuck the rime. 

wishing i had a time 

to wish you mine. 

every day i choose to spend the rest of my life with her 

and every day i break the molds of lives and worlds. 

i already miss the things that i will never know. 

i will never know the things that i've already missed.