Secrets Lyrics - Uncle B - N-dubz

Dappy turn my mike up 

Today is the day that I'm gonna tell 

Just a little 'bout myself 

All of these haters they don't understand me 

They can't touch the pain I felt 

I wish I could show them all of my secrets 

And they might see through me 

But if I tell my secrets or expose my weakness 

I can let 'em tear through me 

Mummy had problems, daddy couldn't solve them 

Won't stop they just add to her pain 

Daddy it's okay, I still love you 

Because you show me love in every way 

Mummy I'm sorry for not always caring 

I got so lost when you weren't around 

Since I was a young girl I kept us related 

I don't trust so I won't get let down 

So who could be behind my smile 

I'm crying out and I'm left without a hand 

T, no you ain't, you can tell us anything 

We'll advise you in every way 

One more thing, for those who don't know we is family 

We've known each other since we were babies 

So I guess it's just another one of them days 

I got bills to pay, studez to rent 

Girl problems plus an album due within nine days 

Stress to the brain, mumsie's going through so much pain 

Every time I get paid money to Elaine 

One more and you'll open you eyes to a blacked out range 

Gunshots, knife attacks 

Seems like I'm living in a life of attacks 

Government bills, dogdgy deals 

Leads to another life, crime on wheels 

I'm so broke that it's no joke 

Surrounded by addicts who be on coke 

If I really wanted to I make money off them 

Block in the morning on the move by ten 

I write them hits in my head 

Don't need no time for paper and pen 

I sell my demos in boxes of ten 

Won't stop me unless you're a dirty bill 

It's like yesterday 

Fifteen hooded up thirteen years olds in Westie 

Were the bester days can you relate 

Young black boys from council estates 

Rolling around the ends twenty man strong 

Pour some Hennessey for every man gone 

I know I ain't sent no letters but still 

Free hash, free deal, I'm not for much longer 

Ever since I was a young and I found it hard to find my way 

Thats why I don't trust, so I won't get let down 

So who could be behind my smile 

I'm crying out, I'm left without a hand 

T, no you ain't, you can tell us anything 

We'll advise you in every way 

One more thing, for those who don't know we is family 

We've known each other since we were babies 

Oh, I went from not wanting to live life no more 

To appreciating every breath I take 

If it wasn't for the music I probably won't be here 

That's why I pray to God every day 

Dreaming of days when I could just fly away 

I'm trying to stay strong but after today I'm feeling down 

So who could be behind my smile 

I'm crying out, I'm left without a hand