Absolution Lyrics - Singles - My Ruin

i wanna live in the pretty sun 

but daylight just makes me numb 

so i cover up my scars 

with velvet drapes that kill rock stars 

change my mood 

lick my wounds 

trust will lead us to the truth 

drown myself in misery 

sleep with my enemy 

destroy my destiny 

erase the memory... of you 

open myself to reveal my wounds 

and i find the memory of you 

i wanna die on the darkest night 

when there's no one left to fight 

fill my bed with leopard fur 

think of you inside of her 

suffer for my latest sin 

until i'm happy in my skin 

open myself to reveal my wounds 

and i find the memory of you 

i ache for you... i ache for us 

i pray for you... i pray for us 

i wait for you... i wait 

deny thy lover and refuse thy name 

first, last and always 

deny thy lover and refuse thy name 

first last and always 

when will you tell me the truth? 

when will you tell you the truth? 

when will you tell me the truth? 

when will you tell you... 

my revenge on you will not kill you 

it will make you want to kill yourself