Vertigo Lyrics - Moonlight Awakening

So desperate to find another way to hold 

In all your weak pursuits, you lose all that you chose 

The doubts in my mind I never could find 

They're all I can see here 

If fate can't exist, then I can't resist 

The doorway to new fears 

I am so alive 

(suffice to say) 

I will sacrifice my hopes away 

Another time and place, much like it was before 

I've chosen to delay, I've chosen to ignore 

If everyone knew, then no one would try 

it's all complicated.. 

If nothing is found, will no one believe 

The path we're betraying? 

I am so alive, 

I will sacrifice my heart away 

So many ways to go, I wish I didn't know 

So many ways to go from here ... 

The pressure's closing in, 

and soon I must begin 

So many ways to go from here 

Is this how it feels, is this how it is 

To know what you're saying...? 

If nothing is found, will you turn around 

And wish that you waited? 

Was all this a lie, 

Have I sacrificed my life away? 

All I ever try, 

Can't help wonder why it's still the same