On Account Of Absence Lyrics - Misery Signals

Hope you're not looking down on me today 

I've tried to do my best carrying this weight 

I know about vengeance upon me 

I have never forgotten for one second 

But this was hard 

You must know I regret that morning more than anything 

And I'd give it back 

That is not to say I don't love this 

But there is not one day I can forget 

There is not one day 

Sometimes I feel I'm waiting, biding time 

Waiting for something that may never come 

Still everything is different 

All was changed, everything 

Everything 

All that we live for 

All that we dreamed of taken away 

Sometimes I swear that I'm waiting for 

Something to jump out at me 

Where can you go when they come calling? 

Where can you hide when they come for you? 

Times like this when the walls close in and I can't breathe 

I call your name