Sunshine To The Rain Lyrics - Singles - Miri Ben-ari

I spent my years isolated, couldn't live with myself 

I was trouble as a young kid, my tears didn't help 

Very depressing and it was evident, I'd fade to the deep 

All alone like these four walls came at me 

Barricaded 'cuz my mind state, I just wanted to die 

Never happiness, just sad time living a lie 

Rater leave me, I was suicidal, slittin' my wrist 

Mama thinking I was crazy, like use some sense 

And on them days I was feeling, I was paining inside 

It wasn't me, it was my inner feeling coming alive 

I remember waking up like I was going to school 

Left me standing in the hospital, locked in this room 

Put away, I was a troubled kid losing my mind 

Fallin' short of what they expected from me every time 

So don't fault me if you meet me and I look to be strange 

I'm just mad that the sunshine dies in the rain 

Sunshine to the rain, when it comes, it goes again 

Even when the story ends, just turn the page and begin again 

Sunshine on cloudy days, don't hate me I'll never change 

Thankful I was made this way, your sunshine for cloudy days 

Now I was raised in a neighborhood with half of a dime 

If you was real it was understood, it showed in your eyes 

Every corner had a different hustle, sprawled on your face 

Drug wars, growin' up raw 'cuz violence the case, had to move along 

Quiet, it's kept, spoken words got you dealt with, so ride with yourself 

I'm a juvenile, they telling me get down for they wealth 

No getting high 'cuz when you gettin' high, you needing some help 

As far as help, mine was middle though, you know how that go? 

Psychologically, I deal with demons talkin' in codes 

Hopefully, I'll get to meet Jesus, somewhere on this road 

Sick of hearing people screaming in my head saying, No 

Better of if I was dead 'cuz they killing me slow 

All in all it's just a part of my life, watching the show 

Ain't nothing never came to niggaz sleep, except for a dream 

It's like a movie with the ending credits etched in the screen 

Sunshine to the rain, when it comes, it goes again 

Even when the story ends, just turn the page and begin again 

Sunshine on cloudy days, don't hate me I'll never change 

Thankful I was made this way, your sunshine for cloudy days 

I prayed my last days of sunshine, just die in the rain 

Kinda selfish but I know that dying eases the pain 

Heartfelt words, spoken hurt, provided the frame 

For the pictur,e I done painted for the master to explain 

So I leave behind my testimony, witness to give 

Far from holy but this matrimony provided the script 

To live on and live by, grow up and grow on, get on and get by 

So forth and so on and this here's the last days 

I can hear the horns singin', I can see the red sky 

I can hear the drum beating, I seen the dead die 

How long will they mourn Jesus? 

At least I'm saved by my scriptural warn readings 

And while leaving you here, believe what you believe in 

But you don't want to not believe, believe in seeing 

Don't take this here too personal 'cuz I'm just speaking 

This is my family on my mind 

Sunshine to the rain, when it comes, it goes again 

Even when the story ends, just turn the page and begin again 

Sunshine on cloudy days, don't hate me I'll never change 

Thankful I was made this way, your sunshine for cloudy days