Amnesia Lyrics - Singles - Mind In A Box

I can see myself tucked in and fast asleep 

Looking all peaceful but in my dreams I weep 

From far up I'm looking down upon myself 

And I wonder who it is that's lying there 

I feel like in a world all beside myself 

Afraid I won't wake up with no one there to care 

I know someone used to watch me in my sleep 

But some things seem just impossible to keep 

I fight hard to bring it back into my mind 

But to no use, it all seems to be a blank 

I wonder what it was that had me defined 

But one thing I know, I have myself to thank 

I feel like I have amnesia 

But I know it's myself I've lost 

I wonder what's happened so far 

And what might have been the cost 

I'm not sure I want to know 

Any of the things I've done 

I don't know yet where to go 

But I'll accept my past is gone 

I feel like I have amnesia 

And I've missed the heavenly host 

I'm surprised I've come this far 

Living without what I need most 

I don't think I can go back 

To the things that were before 

Though I'm now always wearing black 

I don't bemoan my life of yore 

I wake up and feel like I should be at home 

But I do not know this, it's not where I belong 

My head is dazed and my mind is all confused 

And I'm not quite sure that I'm really there 

But the mirror shows me looking out, bemused 

Into a blank place that could be anywhere 

I feel like I have been left out in the cold 

And it hurts to know that this is all my fault 

I leave this place to find familiar ground 

But the whole world seems to have been rearranged 

Now my former self is nowhere to be found 

And I know that it's myself that's changed 

I feel like I have amnesia 

But I know it's myself I've lost 

I wonder what's happened so far 

And what might have been the cost 

I'm not sure I want to know 

Any of the things I've done 

I don't know yet where to go 

But I'll accept my past is gone 

I feel like I have amnesia 

And I've missed the heavenly host 

I'm surprised I've come this far 

Living without what I need most 

I don't think I can go back 

To the things that were before 

Though I'm now always wearing black 

I don't bemoan my life of yore 

I feel like I have amnesia 

I feel like I have amnesia