Living With A Confidence Lyrics - Singles - Messiah

I look in the mirror, I see another face 

Waiting for my end will be my painful race 

My appearance has altered since I consulted my surgeon 

He told me about my illness, will survive one season 

Drinking is what I need to forget my daily sorrow 

Sadness is forgotten, will feel better tomorrow 

Living with a confidence will not be better 

My body is going weaker, my walking is a stagger 

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Jesus, I beg of thee, redeem my endless pain 

Forgive my sin and save my life, that's only what I need 

I prayed to you, every night, is this your thank to me? 

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I know you made this illness and drove me insane 

It's my intention to fight this battle against you 

Truth and denomination destroyed my life 

There exists only hate and rage in my head 

Pictures of my childhood cross my brain all the time 

Happiness was easy, there weren't evil minds 

Sadness was a foreign word, I never felt better 

I played with my friends, day in, day out 

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I've got a lot of thoughts about my future 

My body's a piece of misery, I'm crippled like a creature 

Perishing in my bed and watching children play 

Shall I wait for my end, will this be the right way 

My torment is getting stronger, suicide is my solution 

Nobody will cry for me, they will treat me like a felon 

Everybody has forsaken me, delivery is my knife 

Will suicide be the way to search for a new life 

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